I’m still so lost -Pt 2

[Pattnee5]

Thanks Kind and terrapin. A fleeting moment of my hormones. I hate being a woman.I decided I would write a card and hide it and file it away. He may never see it depending on our circumstances in years to come If one day we ever get through this and in happier place I can give it to him to show I never forgot, but for now I will love him from afar. Funnily enough he already said he has had a bad day worried about tomorrow feeling sick about it having a meltdown about it and doesn’t want to see me or the kids. I just responded that I had no intention anyway as I had planned a day out with them and dinner. To which he replied maybe if he feels up to it he may come by, to which I responded sorry we are busy 🙄🤣
What a game.