I'm Back! (3)

[Terapin]

After sleeping on it, I do feel bad now for how I flipped out. As bad as this has been, I know (or at least assume) that she's struggling too. I think I'll apologize when she wakes up (in 4 or 5 hours).

I just can't, for the life of me, understand why it was imperative to have this talk last night. Like I said, we have a big annual party to go to today (my parents and brother will be there). Tuesday is the 4th, which son loves. Thursday is his birthday. Friday we're going to an amusement park for a wrestling tournament. Saturday he wants friends over for a birthday party. And 13 days from now he's having surgery. Like, why couldn't this wait a few weeks? We could still have a realtor come in when he's not home.

Then I think back to when she BD'd me 5 years ago, 4 days before my birthday, and 9 days before our 10 year anniversary. Maybe I'm just more sentimental and sensitive to these things more than she is.