W just handed me the custody agreement and wants to tell our son asap. I asked her if her lawyer skipped 2nd grade, cause this isn't 50/50. She said she just wants an extra day during the school year for homework and stuff, and she wouldn't even think of filing for child support. Yeah right. She said she's fine with redoing it though.
It got ugly for a little bit. Sorry, but there's only so much someone can take. I said somethign like, 'I hate the thoughts of telling our son. Actually I hate all of this and think it's stupid.' She said 'how come whenever we talk it seems like I have to convince you that this is actually happening?' She also said crap like she's been thinking about this, basically since the day we got married, she's never been happy, she never will be happy with me, etc, etc. She said 'I know you aren't happy either, so why would you want to be with me?' I snapped and said 'you honestly think I still want to be with you, after all the [censored] you've put me through the past 20 years? Get the F over yourself'. In November I had to have back surgery. When the surgeon scheduled it, I came home and told her he's sending me for surgery. The first words out of her mouth were 'great. How much is this going to f'n cost us?' But she again said I've been 'mean' to her throughout our entire marriage. lol
Still, I guess I should consider myself lucky. She just wants out, and doesn't seem to want to screw me over.
Married: 15yrs Ages: Me 49, W 44 Kids: S12 BD: around 4/14
