Hi MA, I have been trying not to give the Anny too much thought and I’m doing better through the end of this week. Had some difficult days with emotions about it. Something important and helpful for me through this journey has been to work consistently at slowing things down, pausing, shifting myself out of gear and not just doing something or reacting to discomfort or fear.
I am also bringing ideas that I have to these boards and getting valuable input and yes sometimes rebukes. I can relate with what you are going through. I also am getting real joy from pushing myself out of my comfort zone. I have gone dancing 4 nights in the last week and it’s something that has always been very intimidating for me. And I have started to notice how much fun I’m having and that I have gone hours without giving W a thought.
