And you did not cause this. She did, for reasons that even she does not understand, let alone you.
Originally Posted by mrorange
I worry I’ll decent into terrible alcoholism if I lose my family. I know how this reads.. But I am nothing without them. I had an empty life before them.
Please get into IC asap. The IC must be skilled in issues related to alcoholism. Alcoholism is a disease that can be treated.
You are differentiated from everyone else, whether you realize it or not. You have plenty to give. Even if your M does not survive, you need to be there for your children and for yourself, so you must redefine yourself - you are everything and more without your current wife. If the M survives, you will do everything to make it better. Even if it does not, become the best version of yourself because both you and your kids need that.
