I'm feeling pretty bad this morning. I'm at work, and I know that at this moment W is meeting with her L and filing. Son also left for his 6th grade camp, and won't get home till Wednesday. In almost 13 years I don't think I've ever went 2 days without seeing him. And thinking about how in a few months, it'll be normal not to see him for days/week at a time really makes me mad.

Also not really looking forward to being in the house alone with W the next two nights. I'll go find something to do, but money's so tight right now I hate even spending $20 on dinner. This [censored]


Married: 15yrs
Ages: Me 49, W 44
Kids: S12
BD: around 4/14