Gentlemen, and of course MA, Patt, newborn and marching,
You are all such inspiration to me: your faithfulness courage resolve capacity to endure and love!
I see so many ways I am not getting it done and struggling massively. The desire is there and I have to honest to question my willingness to do what it takes, my courage to face my fears and go thru the gauntlet. I know I can get what it takes. It might not save my M but will save me.