I think I posted this to you before but I will try again. Your number one goal right now is to be able to go one day without relying on a therapist, priest, kids, friends, therapeutic garden to get you through the day. If we as posters can feel your neediness then your W can feel it 1,000 times more. Until you can function on your own without constant support you have zero chance of attracting you w and any healthy women into a romantic relationship.
What’s keeping you from working again? This would be a step in the right direction.
