Hey, I think the journey is just that, a journey. Always look forward to what can happen for you. You are taking care of yourself and seem to have a plan. Execute it and go forward.. Plans fail, but not always due to you. It was a team effort and just didnt work out. Cant dwell on it.
When I think of my Ex and her recent struggles, I almost feel sorry for her. Truly feel sorry. I dont want her to get ill or fail financially. All I wanted was for her to not have a relationship that made her whole/complete. That is normal.. Now, I dont even think of texting, calling. I dont even want to see her.