I’m still so lost

[Pattnee5]

Thankyou Steve. Now thinking about it wow I do apologise alot every time anythinf R wise is bought up. I keep apologising for my actions in the past and honestly I am so getting sick of being the only one apologising in a 50/50 relationship
Thankyou for your wise advice on this. Listen and validate. Although I think it was a backward step so o don’t expect any R talk for a while. The uncertainly and instability is so difficult. I know we supposedly learn valuable lessons but my goodness my lesson is not a fun one. My patience is wearing thin I have never been a patient person but boy this has put it to the test.
Thankyou again for letting me vent. I don’t know who else to turn to that understands it properly