Just recently been looking more honestly at the question, would I want W back. It’s an important one. I don’t know if she will want to come back to the M, but if she does, will I want her?

I don’t have an answer. I do want to heal and reconcile properly and in the meantime, DB. As I’ve said before, I don’t want to go back to how things were at BD and I don’t want to have a R with W as she is now like this.

So keep working on me and following my path.


M:52 W: 51
T:27 M:25
D26 S24 S21 D20
BD:2022