I’m still so lost

[Pattnee5]

Thankyou Cadet I am taking everyone’s advice 😀you are far not experienced than me. And that makes so much sense. He is the fool for leaving me. I can definitely see that.
Well the day/night didn’t go as planned actually but ended okay. He bought over takeaway for dinner after dropping S back from a party. I was half expecting the question on games but he didn’t even want to play or bring it up and actually sat with me and ate dinner with me and sat for about 15 minutes after initiating small talk.I was polite friendly and kept thinking “friend-zone”. He thanked me as he left for a “great night” . I didn’t think I even did anything.😂 I def slipped up a few times I know I did, hugging back when he hugged me before he left, I’m almost positive I said things that go against friend zone but it’s a work in progress
Today is another day