I’m still so lost

[Pattnee5]

Sorry just to follow on, I could be wrong but only because the 180 is fresh in my head from reading it a few days ago and sandis rules again, but I kinda feel like I need to react different to how I have? Maybe show him I don’t mind if he plays, I don’t need the attention I can busy myself in other way and be in his presence without needing attention. In my mind I thi I have to let him play if he wants and just ignore it and busy myself at hope and not say a thin and smile pleasantly. ( I am sure he is expecting me to get moody or pout