I’m still so lost

[Pattnee5]

I’m coming for more advice on handling this situation. It’s the weekend so it’s filled with sports and errands etc( for H) while I am still home and resting. I have a feeling at some point I will be faced with this but he enjoys playing video games ( one in particular overwatch)as I have said in the past, and the computer is in our house. At some point I know or have a feeling he will ask to come and play. Now generally before all of this I didn’t mind obviously it’s his downtime and outlet and I don’t need to spend every second with him, but I think given Current situations it actually upsets me a bit because I keep thinking that he is just acting business as usual not doing anything to “think” or work on himself during this time and space he has asked for, and it I think makes me feel deflated because I would rather him be working on relationship. I have told him to just take the computer with him and he hasn’t. Ok so I know DB is going ro tell me to not allow it, I can’t really leave the house so I can’t make myself scarce and I am too scared to tell him no he can’t play
😔 I know I am still so new to all this but this is one thing that has my stomach in a knot. Very trivial I know but I still feel I am walking on eggshells and my relationship is hanging by a very fine thread