Kat, Day by day, it gets better. I told her (when asked what was wrong) that I was having a rough time being the second option. She said that I was no longer the second option because she was with me. I guess I should be happy with that but right now it is still so fresh and the wound is still gaping. It is hard to deal with the fact that if OM would have left his W my W would be gone too. But as usual, I keep coming back to the fact that she is still here, she is still here, she is STILL HERE!!!
