I’m still so lost

[Pattnee5]

I know I can’t nice him back that’s for sure, and not the way I want him back anyway.I want him back because he wants to come back
I haven’t gone down lawyers etc just yet, think it’s way too soon considering he doesn’t want to call it final yet. We had a talk two weeks ago and he said he is still
So confused with what he wants for himself and doesn’t want to make a decision one way or another yet unless he is certain he doesn’t want to say we are done and regret it, and he also doesn’t want to come back and find he does this again in a few months. I think he is just very emotionally messed up and not in control of his life. It’s a vicious cycle of just work work work with no life balance.
So for now I know I need to live in uncertainty, put up my boundaries, read and reread DR and try and implement those and GAL. 😄 I know what I need to do but doing it is the hard part haha.
He hasn’t even mentioned or bought up the D word anyway. I think he just needed to breathe and prob felt suffocated by life and family and wife and didn’t know what to do and thought this would make him happy. Is he happy? I doubt it considering he’s still stuck in a work rut and not GaL. Haha he goes nowhere and does nothing for himself
It’s actually sad. So sad. 🤷🏼‍♀️😖
Anyway these board these forums the book all so amazing so far x