Thankyou terapin. I was so anxious to post but I feel that nobody will know what I am going through except others that have gone through it. Family and friends have been great support but it’s almost they don’t understand the pain. I am not ready to give up on him and our marriage. I deep down know he still loves me even though he says otherwise. People think I am silly for holding on to tiny bits of hope and being the only one trying to save my marriage.


M:41 H:48
T:20. M:16.5
BD: 15/12/22 -moved out 17/3/2023