Well, I am a DB failure. She came home and was so miserable that I started a fight. I couldn't leave her alone and I just wanted her to feel as bad as I did that she couldn't just love our family. God I even got S out of the house to give her a chance to take a bath in peace, wo what does she do? She calls OM! S and I came back, I made dinner and finally asked her if she accomplished what she wanted to accomplish on her days away. She said she guessed so. I asked if she was happy to be back; she said she didn't know. I became livid! S came in and wanted to go to park so I decided to take him as I argued with W. Finally I told her that if she wanted out then she had to leave, but S and I were going to stay together. He didn't ask for this and I had tried to change for her. (Can you see the list of [censored] ups piling up?) I took S out to a friends house and left him and went back and chased her around the house. God it is so easy looking back that I could have just eaten dinner, let her mope around, popped in a DVD, and went to bed. BUT NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I had to pursue, question, and chase her around. Now my poor wife is racking up $90 a night at a hotel. I told her she could come back anytime. I want her to come and stay here even if it means that I sleep on the couch. She atleast needs to find a better place to stay, maybe somebody at work can help her out. OM certainly isn't going to be any help, he hasn't even told his W yet. God I'm a failure! Now my son is w/out a mommy. What do I do from here? She did call and leave a message saying that she had found a place to stay. I called her back and told her that she could come back whenever. Where do I go from here?
