Well last night I came home and she had a bag packed. She said she needed to get away for at least a night and think. I told her to go, but of course it was hard. She assured me that she was doing it for us. She also assured me that she was not going to be with OM. She was taking a pad of paper to write some things down. I told her to take more than one day if necessary. Even though it is killing me I feel she is doing it for the right reasons. I told her about my trust issues and she told me that she was really trying. I have backed off sex and intimacy. Every once in awhile I do touch her hand or we offer a hug. Last night she hugged me tight and even gave me a couple of pecks on the lips and cheek. They seemed very sincere, but of course it has been weeks since I have recieved a kiss from her. I think our discussions have finally gotten us working towards one another, but I also know that my son already misses her. Is she doing this to find out if she can live without us around? God I hope it isn't deception. Anyway, thank you for your help.
