New to this! #2

[Rejoice]

Thank you all, you're so right.

I had fallen back into letting my feelings get the best of me when my focus must be to get better.

I know I'm an entirely new person. It was legitimately a miracle for me. I understand very clearly the ways I was difficult to live with and I know he's seeing that I'm different, he just needs time to trust it. But even if he doesn't ever, at least I'm a better human now and a thousand times more self aware.

Yesterday he voluntarily went to church with me. He is wearing his wedding band today. So there are small signs of hope.