The way things were that I don’t want to go back to:

Me being invisible and resigning myself/expected to take care of everyone including W. Me controlling others.

Not taking care of myself properly

Exhaustion

Trauma responses dominant

Dishonesty

Not addressing disrespect from W directly and effectively for my own self respect

Chaos

M:52 W: 51
T:27 M:25
D26 S24 S21 D20
BD:2022