And then read as many of the quotes as you can as soon as you can.
This is triage for your marriage. You have a whole team of people here that can help you make the positive change you need to thrive during this most difficult time.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712