1. Due to past trauma (ptsd from psychological injury sustained while performing my professional duties) that I am in treatment for, to be blunt, in my nervous system I am afraid of death of people close to me especially violent and senseless, preventable fatalities.
2. I am afraid of W becoming unwell (related to my healing from fear 1 and influenced by my awareness of her own trauma history)
3. I am afraid of S21 suffering due to his vulnerabilities.
Now I am not always afraid of these things but I need to stay on track with my treatment and growth to behave in ways that overcome these fears.
