This morning I spent time on my own and in prayer and worked through emotions. Special needs S (S21) came home yesterday - that was a huge day. I’m doing well today. Was exhausted last night. Had breakfast with S21 and D20 with lots of joy. D is off to work. I am going for a walk and S25 is coming over to have coffee with S21 and lift weights with him while I head out to get some business and errands done.