Cadet, SteveLW and R2C have all given you poignant advice here. Read it carefully.
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Your problem here is she has gone berserk, so you’ve walked away from the exchange wondering what you should have done differently. THAT’S YOUR ONLY MISTAKE HERE.
If you’d signed it - she’d have been angry.
You didn’t sign it - she was still angry.
I’d you had initiated divorce, she would have been angry.
But you saying you’re indifferent, but she needs to file - she’s even angrier about that.
You being calm - she’s angry.
You validating - she’s angry.
Do you get the point?
This is about HER. Deep down she’s disgusted with herself, but that’s too hard to face. It’s too hard to just come out and say “I’m bored, I fkd up, I shouldn’t have married you, I want to break my vow.”
The problem is, very, VERY few people have the conviction to own their sh*t. So they paint their spouse as a monster - “I had to leave.”
You just need to accept it. No matter WHAT you do, she’s going to be angry. You can either second guess yourself each time and try to placate someone who will always blame you, or you can go “I was respectful, honest and fair during this conversation” and get on with your life.
I’ve said it once, I’ve said it a thousand times - there’s no secret recipe here. There’s nothing you can do/say/be/admit to, that will make her change her anger towards you. She needs to discover all of this for herself, it’s just a matter of you staying strong, calm, level-headed, honest and respectful… and seeing how long you’re prepared to wait.
You did fine. Go have a beer and watch a basketball game. Let her fire burn 🤷‍♂️
