BF, Took your advice and read Drop the Rock, thank you for that recommendation. It really helped me with my willingness and gave me a much deeper look into steps 6 and 7. I continue to pray for his will and to remove my shortcomings daily. I also started the exercise of definitions and prayer/meditation around those. Have not finished all the words yet but I will. Very helpful so far, I wish you were local for some more Al-Anon work lol. I am meeting with my sponsor to go over my Step 9 pre-work tomorrow morning. Thank you again for all your feedback and recommendations. I have also been very faithful to my Lenten prayer/meditations and sacrifices. So much on repenting and living God's will.
Glad I could help, FM. I'm sure your sponsor and other group members have you covered. Remember it's a marathon, not a sprint. These are changes you are making for yourself and to last a lifetime, regardless of what happens with your marriage.
Keep it up.
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver
