Ugh…W movers coming today. We had some pretty good talks lately about hoping the best for each other. About making sure we are both getting our fair share of stuff in the house. About our self help development. I let her know that I hope the best for her. And concerned she i will be ok during this transition. Told W I will not be around the house today while she is moving out . I’m keeping busy today. Took the day off of work. went to a coffee shop this morning, chiropractor appointment, opened my own checking account, got kid skates sharpened just left restaurant, should not have started this post in there as tears started falling. Now safe in my car. What a baby. 😭 I know I’m just having a moment I know this will pass I know things are and will get better. Off to set up direct deposit, walk with my friend and eventually go home when the dust from W moving out settles. Time for kids to be with their mom and me to reflect and being ok with being alone without the family I once had. I think it is gratitude check time for me. Really grateful for my dogs that will be with me while my kids are away. They are definitely my therapy dogs 🐶. I’m grateful my W and I have bet civil to each other through this gut wrenching experience. I’m grateful that I have a job that allows me to take time off to do what I need to do today. I’m grateful for the relationship with my sister which has gotten a lot better since the BD. She’s there anytime. I can call her. She listens and helps me out during those times I need someone.
Last edited by Dats000; 03/24/2305:06 PM.
M:51 W:43 T:17 M:15 S:13 D11 10/2022 BD/IHS 03/2023 W moves out
