Thank you Dats. Embracing the pain and going though the uncertainty. Being and becoming a man of integrity and going for what I want and what is right. I am not a victim and I have options and choice and power.
I am determined not to facilitate W’s relationships with kids and also not to block.
Hope you're ok Rock, it's really tough isn't it? I really struggle with the kids stuff & maintaining the boundaries I have set. I can do it for me but just feel so upset and annoyed at the unfair treatment of them. In many respects, my two both handle their dad better than me but I'm learning. Hope today was a good day for you.
Thank you very much MA.you got that right this is extremely tough. Today is a very good day (with lots of tears in the morning but got through them with prayer and I also reached out to Pastor).
Got a hug from D on her way out to work and eldest S made breakfast and I made coffee. Then he and I had a workout together and I have been working in the garden since!
What do you grow in your garden? I plan to start my seeds in my house this weekend. Usually do tomatoes, cucumbers, peppers, potatoes. started growing from seed last year. Used organic seed organic soil. Worked out pretty good
M:51 W:43 T:17 M:15 S:13 D11 10/2022 BD/IHS 03/2023 W moves out
I have made a shift in my mindset and approach. Ignoring W making my focus elsewhere. Having my relationship with D without W. Making family plans without. Looking after myself. Responsibility, accountability, growth.
Had a great connect time with D this morning. Therapy, then out for coffee with a friend, worked in the garden and made a good dinner for D and I.
