I have been going back and reading many of your old posts and reading the ones that you write now. I believe the Lord is leading me down and new path about myself.
He has given me a lot of insight into me and my husband through you. Your situation sounds very similar to mine in many different ways and yet different in many different ways.
Now he has me down and avenue that is totally and completely examining myself. I was wondering if you could email me at ldbuyak@yahoo.com. I do have some personal questions that I would like to ask you. The Lord told me that you could probably give me some more insight into the area that I'm going into right now and help me in some areas that I seem to be having a hard time with.