I'm really struggling with my emotions over the past week. I can't stop crying. I've just heard from D, who is out with her dad for dinner & he's taken his wedding ring off. She asked him and he said he thought I'd taken mine off when he saw me on Friday (he stayed with D whilst I went out). He'd commented on how nice I looked & questioned me about who I was out with and where I was going. He then said to D that "your mum was trying to wind me up making out that she was going in town with a man". I'd said no such thing, just that I was going out with a friend. I dont know what to do. I'm trying to keep going, take each day at a time, trying to keep busy and focus on what I want to do but my mind keeps dragging me back. I don't know how to keep moving forward. I read and re read the threads but just feel like I'm play acting. I'm still at work, which gives some structure to the day. My worst battle is reading worse case scenario into everything. Just had a cry to my mum, who said I need patience & time. She said that whatever happens isn't going to happen overnight & when it does, I'll be prepared and ready. Seems like a long way off. Sorry for the emotional rant
