A good Sunday afternoon to my BB buddies!

I appreciate all the feedback... a couple things to clarify quickly because my family will be returning any moment now.

I fully appreciate the message of continuing patience. I feel patient. I know that the desperation in last night's post did not reflect it, but it IS there. After I posted to Wonder on her thread, I walked up to my room and caught a little TV while engrossing myself in thought.

I prayed on it, and again at church today. And it seems as though I have some more clarity.

It is now my job to show him and say to him that it is not up to me to judge or to dole out consequences. And I must let him know what projection is. Because I now hear his statement

I don't know if I could ever love you again

As

I don't know if you could ever love me again.

And I see the guilt and remorse.

Whoops, they're all here. Will finish later.

Betsey

"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."

Albert Einstein