Been enjoying some peace and quiet without W last few days and it’s been really nice. As I said, we have had some family time recently and I have enjoyed some aspects (really enjoyed myself, my kids, community and recreation in nature - what’s missing there? hmmm And the fact I am relieved and enjoying being without her is telling.
Processing some anger today as I was out on a long nature walk by myself. Came home and made a great dinner for D and I.
