The thread you mentioned as disappearing is still on the forum. It has not been deleted and/or moved to a safe location. Threads that are no longer appearing on the forums are placed in a very safe place. We do not delete threads unless the poster specifically states that they are to be deleted.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
