MA how was your therapy session? And how are you today? What is something delicious and nutritious you have eaten?
Hi Rockon, thank you for the check in. I've been a bit up and down today (see below). I ate a chicken sandwich though, which I enjoyed. Therapy session was OK. She brought some things to my attention about H and how he has been relying on me for more than just financial. It was a bit strange because I felt she was vilifying him and I felt quite protective of him so a bit odd. Got another session booked next week.
I've been avoiding here for a few days because I did something really stupid. H came up close to me & we ended up in bed, which was very enjoyable for both of us but an absolute no no in terms of DB. I sort of only half regret it & that's why I've felt funny about coming back on here. I've said before that our marriage was sex starved, which was my fault. Since the big drop, strangely my libido has returned in full force. When he came on to me, I wanted him but I also wanted him to see that I was the person he fell in love with. Not surprisingly it has made no difference and he was sloping off to the OW tonight in between my D's ballet run! He's still stalling on moving out. He found somewhere that he said he could go to if he finds nothing else but he doesn't really want to move their because its not that nice. I refrained from saying anything.
