JR, you've really got to KISS this -- Keep It Simple Stupid.

Your brain's gonna be mush for a while until you process the shock of it all.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver