Hey BL42, Thanks for all that. One thing quickly, I read the news article when he was arrested and what he had done on one incident.. Threw a chair at her, and choked her.. That was the news article from the court hearings..Just one incident. So, I tend to believe what she said. Three questions: 1) Why do you think you're not ready? What specifically makes you think that? I feel I was moving to fast, and since there is a bit of rejection, it gave me a taste of something I am not ready to deal with. Sure it wasnt a full on relationship and we broke up, but it let me know, since she isnt ready and she stated that, I took it as rejection.. Did not like it. Thats why. 2) If you're not ready, why would you continue looking for other women? I am looking just to look, as it is good for me. Not going to shut down and sit inside. Like Spiral said, I may find someone that wants to go after me, and that would make me feel good too, boost my spirits in regards to relationship. Does that make sense? 3) If she did want something romantic now would you all of a sudden be ready? Good question.. If she started pursuing me and not be as guarded, yes. But, we just seem to click when around each other.. Hard to explain.. Maybe the part about clicking around each other is something she notices too. Maybe, just speculating, she is analyzing. She is very intelligent and has had 2 bad past relationships.
