Been struggling lately with anger. The last 4-5 days have been worse. Not sure what to do. Everything W does seems to make me angry. I don’t express it to her but she can tell something is up. I fluctuate between anger and guilt because of the anger. At times I’ve been questioning if it’s worth it any longer. Tonight I was driving home from picking up supper. W was driving home from the gym at the same time. I started remembering how things were before I knew about the om and became very angry. She would get home 45-60 minutes after the gym (if she was even going) because she was going to his house afterwards. Stupid me believed she was hanging around after her work out talking to friends. Still irritated but hiding it. Something has to give.
