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I can’t quote well on my phone, but here it goes.

Since September I have been on an app. Went off after the date with that weirdo who kept showing me his abs IN the restaurant while talking about himself incessantly. I know you gotta get through the bad dates….. but I have had my fair share….. and I don’t want to do it anymore . I also understand the consequence of me not doing that is being lonely for adult company.

Given my lack of energy to be going out all the time which is where my companionship can be obtained, it just is what it is. I would like my companionship at home, lol. Im almost 43, and while I still have fun left in me, after like 10
Hour day at work I want to be home without my bra, in my sweats. I am going out tomorrow night, but I want to be at the gym Saturday 9:30am so I know I can’t be out late drinking all night.

I’m getting older and more boring. What can I say? At this age I saw myself having fun nights in with other couple friends.

Where do I think I would move ? Possibly Delaware. Near the beach, not too far from “home” no state tax, much cheaper to live. The good part about my career is that I will make the same money there. And honestly, my tenure in management will definitely be up by then, lol. I can’t wait to have one job without a butt ton of stress.

I am also sorry for your teams loss. However, the final score won me $175. That was the highlight of week. And you had to use your son as the Orange Jammie’s example and I can’t say anything I want to say. Poor innocent kid. Someone needs to teach him about hockey 😂

Bttfly- yup, I am kind of depressed. I’m hoping to bounce back with some good weather. I just carry the weight of the world on my shoulders. I don’t share it. And it weighs me down