Marching in limbo with MLC H (3)

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I'm telling myself that if the fog ever starts to clear, it could take a while, and even so, it might not mean that he wants to R.

And YOU might not want to R by then.

His therapist might even validate his decision to blow up his life, who knows. I can't control any of this.

Very possible. I thought ExW being back in IC would help...it did not.

I'm still moving forward as if I am already D'ed.

Good.

I have another very social weekend ahead. It's amazing how much better I feel now. I'm in such a different place than I was just a month ago. There's still sadness and anxiety in the background, but most of the time I'm able to take pleasure in things. GAL, exercise, meditation, and ADs are working.

Good stuff, marching!