I missed your response D, haven’t been checking in regularly. Thanks for the uplifting words. Last couple of days have been rough. Feeling down, struggling to accept things as they are I suppose. I’ve gotten into a bit of a rut recently since retiring. Not exercising oR GALing. I need to refocus and get some new hobbies. And a job. Leary about a new job as it would relate to a D if it were to happen. Can’t wait forever though. I just received my payout for my accrued vacation time from my previous employer. In the back of my mind I worried W would make a move when I got it. So far that hasn’t been the case. Using it to pay a couple of small bills off and buy new bedroom furniture for the kids. The rest will go towards trips the kids are taking over spring break. I mentioned to W that I was looking into getting a motorcycle. She was not thrilled with the prospect. I guess she still cares enough that she doesn’t want me to wipe out on a bike. It’s not a money issue, she said I should get another old car instead. I’ve been looking at cars for awhile, prices are insane. I do want an old truck that s17 and I can work on together and then go off-roading with. Heading out to run errands, will check back later.
