imho, there is a difference between standing and waiting.

there is also a difference between detachment and cutting off.

important distinctions.

offhand, and no disrespect intended, you're pretty early in the game for detachment.

true detachment takes years.

read that again.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver