Well, I will be leaving for 4 weeks, leaving next weekend. So, if I see her I will tell her.. No expectations, just letting her know.. I guess her reaction may or may not tell me what is on her mind about us, if there is an us...
And Yes, I was warned, and I didnt listen as well as I should have. Sometimes, regardless of your life situation, you meet someone. And no matter what happens, some positive comes out of it. Its a immediate boost to self esteem, confidence that all is not lost. God works in mysterious ways. Dont like the games we play sometimes, but I understand you need to have your guard up. Today, I was walking the dog, and someone was getting ready for garage sale. I stopped and we ended up talking.. Husband and wife. Eventually they asked where I lived, and I said over yonder, and they are like "oh, your that guy, neighbor lady likes you, and spoke highly of you when we went to dinner to restaurant where your daughter is a Chef at" That made me feel good.