Yesterday was a tough one. Started feeling really down and lonely. Even though she’s here and things are “ok”, we don’t really talk much about anything of real substance. I miss having my W, feels like a roommate. Talking to friends isn’t the same as being able to sit and chat in the evening with the person you have loved for 30+ years. The loneliness is very difficult sometimes. Good thing is I didn’t bring it up to W. Just a crappy day. On the plus side, d13 had a bball game last night. Her freshman game was cancelled but she played jv. She played over half the game and did great. Doesn’t often get much playing time on jv so that was nice.
