Marching in limbo with MLC H (3)

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marching,

Ugh. The in-jokes and chit chat from yesterday triggered me. Today, I'm thinking of happier times, when H and I were so simpatico, playing off each other like a comedy duo.

Why the chit chat in the first place? Is it needed? It's important for your mental health you detach so if these interactions aren't helpful there and cause you spin you may consider ceasing them.

I had a blast at the party. Really glad I went.

Good for you for forcing yourself to go out. GAL is important.

I am wary. Is he playing nice because I spooked him? Meaning, he's scared of what my L might do to him? Or is this him wanting to have an R talk (but weirdly trying to pin it on me)? A touch-and-go?

Lots of speculation on his motives. Focus on what's best for you.

Because frankly every interaction we have disturbs my equilibrium.

Right...so stop them.

But maybe he has something to say.

He's not going to say what you truly want him to right now.

I wouldn’t respond at all.

I agreed w/LH.