He’s now on holiday with ow. I know this has to happen to let the A run its course but it’s hard. Had trouble sleeping knowing he’s with her.
It’s also hard to let go of possible outcomes, good and bad. I focus on my breathing and keeping myself busy. But my mind keeps going back to with if this and that would happen.


Me 41 H 34
T 14
No kids 1 dog
First BD 3-22 ILYBNILWY
Second BD EA (LD online) comfirmed 6-22
PA 10-22
Moving out 1-23