Going dark feels like pressure

[Bat]

I should add that yes it started with him feeling he wasn’t man enough if I was his only partner in life. But then he did have the PA and he said it wasn’t about the sex anymore, it wasn’t even that special, with me it was more special but he was willing to give up on good sex if he had that “calm” feeling he experienced being with her. He didn’t particularly like the sex for reasons he shared with me but I won’t share here it’s not necessary. Just to let you know how close we are (were?), he even shared these details with me right after it happened and later on more details.

So maybe I created an image of a sex addiction and sleeping with multiple women but he doesn’t. It has only been me, and 2 times with her. That’s it, in his whole life. So no he’s not the sex addict it may sound like.