Ok lol I know I posted about turning the focus to myself but I still have to vent.
Got a notification that H changed his profile pic on a chat app. I don't really use this app but it is still on my phone just in the background and mostly forgot about it. In the pic he kinda has crazy eyes. And there are two accessories he's wearing that are directly associated with me because they are related to the hobbies I supported him pursuing. One of them he didn't even have the confidence to start, but now he's advanced a lot in it. The hobbies that he's enjoying and made a big part of his current lifestyle and self-presentation, he cultivated them because of me. He wouldn't have them without me. I wasn't perfect but I was a good partner. I was really supportive of his interests and believed in him when he didn't believe in himself. I'm really hurt that he doesn't see how much good I contributed to his life. How could he just toss me aside. Idiot.
