D-Maybe medium rare?😁 Seriously, not hardened. I don’t like feeling the dread, it saddens me. I still soften when she’s around I just hide it better. You make some good points about acceptance and fixing things. I guess I’m still trying to be a fixer. Forgetting the om was poor wording, again. Accepting feels like condoning and I know that’s not true. Letting go of the anger relating to him is obviously still an issue. He’s always around. At her work, we have to drive past his house, he shows up to my girls ballgames. I want to kick his azz. It’s torment. I know it’s on me to let it go. Feels like their A is always being rubbed in my face. Sorry, didn’t mean to rant. Just venting. Thanks.
Last edited by DnJ; 01/13/2301:49 AM. Reason: Corrected typo.