I think at times I “forget” momentarily what’s going on. She’s home, more affectionate than ever sometimes, and we are just together so much that things feel normal. When something reminds me I sort of feel like I did in the beginning. Maybe? Does that make sense? I need to fix that. I’ve been getting out with friends but not enough lately. Usually go to the gym or running while everyone is gone now that I’m not working. Should probably adjust my schedule and go in the evening when W is home from work.
