I have a DB coaching call and IC appointment tomorrow. Hopefully that will help me organize my thoughts and come up with a plan. Might even ask IC if we can do two sessions a week. I've been very conscious of not burdening certain family and friends with my marital issues. I definitely need more outlets.
Oh I forgot to mention. Got some STD results back. In the clear for some stuff. More tests and results to come for others. Having to do this is upsetting.